more_magic | hey, it is a job, it pays a lot; is it disservicing someone?

That he waits until the end of the week isn't delaying or reluctance--or, frankly, a resistance to the absurdity of taking romantic advice from a high schooler--merely a desire, after having done so much wrong, to finally get one thing right. He knows he's behaved abominably, said things that he never thought himself capable of, and even after Caleb's assurances, Darlington's not sure forgiveness is a thing that Alex will be able to find where he's concerned.

He holds onto the hope of it, along with his memories of that first week he'd spent in Darrow; their easy intimacy, growing close in a way that they'd only begun to manage back in New Haven, and the surprising and utterly wanted course their night had taken up at Kagura. Thinks, too, of the certainty in Caleb's voice as he'd said You make her feel the butterflies. He wants, more than anything, not to be wrong about this.

He'd agreed to work this month's Final Friday evening program at the museum, and by the time he's finished helping the other front-of-house staff clean up and pack everything away, it's already past ten. If Alex is working tonight, it's more than likely that she's gone already, but after a brief stop at his own apartment, Darlington's on his way to the Bramford. He knocks on her door, using his key when there's no answer, finding the apartment empty and dark.

There's a moment where he thinks about waiting, about being there once more when she gets home just like he had been the night he'd come to work on the wards. It is, he knows, some kind of a coward's choice; the easy way out of a situation that he should have been strong enough to face up to well before now. Breathing out a long sigh, he leaves the bag he'd brought by the side of her couch and heads back into the cold, hailing a cab and giving the driver an address that gains him a winking look in the rearview mirror that he tries to ignore.

Only a week ago, he'd sworn he'd never go back, that there was no place for him here even if Alex was hellbent on making it hers. Even now, he'd rather be anywhere else. But there's no other place Darlington knows he should be tonight if he's going to make some attempt at fixing even a fraction of what he alone had broken.

They pull up outside the club on Paper, and after paying the driver and going through the ritual of cover and ID with the bouncer at the door, Darlington goes inside. The music is just as loud and grinding as before, the crowds around the stage just as vulgar, the drinks from the bar just as watered down; once again, it fills him with displeasure and unease and has him glancing towards the exit. He stays instead, choosing a table that's neither fully lit by the stage nor completely hidden in the shadows and setting down his drink.

This may only break things further between them, bring about an assumption or an argument that will sever the thin threads that still remain of their tie to one another. Darlington can only hope, with the kind of surrendering faith that he's reserved for few other things in his life--and once before for Alex, on a Halloween that turned into nothing he could have anticipated--that it'll be something altogether different.

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takecourage

"It's not a door for a start," she says. "It's a curtain. And, honestly, when I said that..." She bites her lip. "I was trying to get a rise out of you. I don't really do those kind of dances. I feel safer out on the floor."

She unhooks her corset the rest of the way and discards it, leaving her in a bra thin enough that the bars piercing her nipples are obviously.

"Only one person I want to give private dances to, Danny."

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more_magic

"Anything that makes you feel safer, Alex," he says, and means every word. "I told Caleb I didn't care if you made two hundred or two million dollars in a night, if it meant you came to harm." He glances down, a softer and more sheepish smile on his face as he hears how dramatically sentimental it sounds. "Ought to have told you."

The corset hits the floor behind her, and Darlington looks up, swallowing hard at the flimsiness of the now-revealed bra and the way it only barely obscures anything beneath. His hands are resting flat to either side of him on the cushion, though there's the finest tremble in them now. "Is that so?" he says, raising his eyebrows at the way she sounds when she admits to it. "Lucky guy, whoever it is."

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takecourage

"Took him a while to figure it out but I think he gets it now," she says. She tousles her fingers in his dark hair again, arching her back a little to press her tits out as she tugs his head down like she had in the club so that his lips just brush against her skin.

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more_magic

His eyes close as Alex's hand pushes back into his hair, his eyelashes fluttering slightly. She moves him, grazes his lips against her skin like she'd had him do in the club; this time, the shaky breath he lets out is edged with the faintest groan.

"He does."

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takecourage

She keeps him there for a moment and then she lets him go, slipping out of his lap. Her hips find the rhythm of the dance again, her hands coming up to start unbuttoning her shorts.

"Tell me how you feel right now?"

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more_magic

Darlington opens his eyes as she pulls away, his pupils blown a little wide and his hair tousled from the twist of her fingers. He watches her for a minute, that flush on his cheeks grown a shade or two stronger.

"I have a suspicion I know what you're driving at, Stern," he says. "I'm feeling more than slightly turned on. If you couldn't tell."

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takecourage

"Just wanted to hear you say it," she says, grinning at him. She turns her back, bending as she pushes the shorts over her ass (thank you, Estrella), revealing a black G-string underneath.

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more_magic

"You're incorrigible," he says, grinning back at her just before she turns around.

Alex pushes down the shorts, revealing the bare curve of her ass and the line of the G-string, and he can't keep himself from shifting a little where he's seated on the couch, his cock throbbing in his jeans.

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takecourage

"Damn straight," she says, turning back towards him, her hands running up over her ribs to cover and tits and press them together as she slips back into his lap.

"Want to undo me?"

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more_magic

His breath shivers out of him again as she climbs back into his lap, her hands mapping her curves, teasing and fondling in the way he'd do himself if he could. When she speaks, the corner of his mouth lifts again in a faint and almost disbelieving smile. "Happily."

With infinite care, he leans forward slightly, fingertips tracing along the band of her bra until he reaches the clasp. His breath is soft and warm against her skin, and he hesitates a moment, dizzy with some twin to that strong desire he'd last felt on New Year's. His fingers move, undoing the two hooks of the clasp before he pulls away again.

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takecourage

He unhooks her and she feels the band go slack. For a moment, she keeps her hands in place, keeps her bra in place with them, and then she takes them away, slipping her arms out of the straps and discarding it altogether.

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more_magic

He watches her face through that long moment of hesitation and anticipation, taking in the darkness of her eyes and the full curve of her lips, the faint smudged eyeliner beneath one eye. "You're gorgeous, Stern," he murmurs.

Alex pulls the bra off the rest of the way, dropping it to the ground, and at last he looks down, his breath shivering out of him once again. His hands are back at his sides, his fingers tightening just slightly against the fabric of the cushion.

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takecourage

"No touching until I tell you," she reminds him, lifting one hand to trace the line of his bottom lip with her thumb.

She starts to rock her hips again, pressing forward against the hard line of his cock through his jeans.

"Tell me what you like?"

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more_magic

"I haven't forgotten, Alex," he says, the brush of her thumb--combined with the friction of the way she rocks against him--sending an electric jolt to the center of him. He groans, a little more audibly than before.

"This certainly has an appeal," he says, before taking a moment to gather his thoughts, as much as he's able. "I like whatever's going to make the woman I'm with feel good. Simple, maybe, but no less true. And I don't mind if she's the one on top."

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takecourage

"That's a good start," she says, still rocking her hips, one hand on his shoulder, the other at her tits, rolling one nipple between finger and thumb. "How many girls have you slept with? Including me?"

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more_magic

"Including you?" he says, biting his lip as she plays with her tits, fondling her nipple and rolling the piercing. "Four."

He'd joked that first day about excusing his Lethe absences with the suggestion that he was a player--and even now, he's not sure if Jordan or E.J. ever totally bought the in a band with some UConn guys story he'd actually used instead--but it was only ever something flip, another deflection he'd thrown up in the face of a girl he'd never expected. "If you're surprised by that, I can only pray it's positively so."

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takecourage

"I thought it'd be a few more, honestly," she says, shifting her other hand so she can squeeze both tits at the same time. "Are you an ass or tits man, Danny?"

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more_magic

He laughs, ducking his head slightly. "Fair enough."

The heat in his eyes as she continues fondling herself may be all the answer Alex really needs to the next question, but after swallowing hard, he responds more formally. "Tits. Which I suspect you asked just to hear me say it."

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takecourage

"I really did," she says, keeping up the teasing touch, shifting her hands slightly so that she can rub her nipples between her fingers. "I just want to listen to you talk dirty to me, Danny."

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more_magic

"You really are crass, you know that?" he says, his tone nothing but fond. She grinds down against him a little harder on the next roll of her hips, and he squirms slightly beneath her, the friction making his head spin.

"What kind of things do you want to hear?"

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takecourage

It does sound good, in his tone, in his voice, and Alex keeps up the steady roll of her hips.

"Have you...you know. Fantasized about me? Since New Year?"

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more_magic

"Christ, Stern," he mutters, turning his head away even as he grins. "Yes. Starting with that morning, when I was in the shower."

They both know that morning was also the beginning of the strain that formed between them, the thing he'd been too cowardly to address until tonight, but the twist of embarrassment that forms in his chest is slight and fades away almost as soon as it starts. "Mostly a replay of the night before, but a few stray thoughts about what we might have gotten up to, if one of us had had the foresight to bring a condom."

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takecourage

Alex bites her lip, curling her arms around his neck, her tits bouncing slightly as she rocks her hips down against his.

"Tell me how you pictured fucking me?"

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more_magic

Alex squirms in his lap, her tits bouncing, and he groans again. "Laying you on your back in that ridiculous bed," he says. "Learning what it felt like to have your legs wrapped around my waist as we...in the throes. As it were." Darlington raises one eyebrow.

"If we'd been prepared enough for more than one round, also discovering what it looked like if you rode me."

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takecourage

Alex wants both things really badly, but she's also working them both up so deliciously and she doesn't want that to end either. She's never done anything like this before. She shifts, slipping her hand between them so that she can squeeze his cock through his jeans.

"How big are you, Danny?" She asks, with a flicker of a wicked grin.